Erm...chat wif ah leng keije last night...mayb u r right :)
there are nothing tats goes wrong,the only thing tat wrong is me!
so,all i got to do is just solve my mistake or thing tat i did wrong?lolxxx
i think tat will do it...
okay,lets think of some way to solve the problems~~~
today my mind get caught up with those word sis told me (:
ya,i feel wrong,becaz i'm changing without notice by myself
i dint change into a new 'me',but instead of changing into a new 'me'
myself choose to turn into the older me without notice (:
i'm doing a lot of stuff tat i usually do in the past but not the last 2 year~LOL~
tats why i feel so wrong about it...
but wat make me a little happy after thinking about the 'change-back' is i turn back to the older self of me before i fall for HER(the girl that i once love before untill i can throw away my life)
since i busy doing sms or chatting last time,i dint bring my little brother to sleep anymore(he like to stick with me when he wanna to sleep,he is a cute but naughty boy)
but what happen this month is i start taking him to sleep again (: i dint did it in the past 2year,but just dun know how,my brother like me to take him to sleep~lol
he wont let me go away before he fall asleep,wanna hear story from me,and dun wan other person to bring him to sleep~lol~it was just like the old time (:
daddy shop,last time i like to cook,always try new recipe to cheer HER up,strawberry spageti(hear it be4?i try this out,success last time but now forget how to make ady caz too long liao)
i told daddy before that i wont cook for customer anymore?lol~but what i did recently is i'm going back to the chef place and cook~LOLzzz
And that car stuff,because of bad luck meeting a bad tester so fail for the 1st time and getting side effect then
>>>not very dare to drive car
gonna solve this problem soon,then can go back cameron by myself ^^
Hair after straighten,not nice nia,will find some day to cut the hair shorter
or just make it better 1st,then when form6 open,cut BOTAK hair?LOL?
And my future,
this is my path,and i'm gonna choose it myself!
Still considering taking sains or art~if taking sains,cameron,i'm coming back!!
If art,then going to ambros,if i study by myself,if not ACS,althought it a bit far~
word that mr.wong told me that day,路到桥头自然直
there is still time,i can think about it slowly,no need be rush since i already decide to take form6 (:
if kena that teacher interview then just try it out lor,see how things work out and how my luck this year~
2days before today,during midnight i clean my room,
i dun noe why i do that,but i arrange all the stuff in my room into the older way also~
and about the girl that told me to chase her,actually she is quite a good girl,and today saw a very nice post name 告诉你们啊女人(post it later on if i have time,if not post it tomorrow),and i did said before i love those people that love me too,so i'll consider about her suggestion,LOL?lmao
there was still lot i wanna to post,but maybe i post it tomorrow lar~tired ady~
Nothing was wrong,i'm the one that is wrong,
I change too much in the past 2 year,
And the changes dun suit me well,
So i changing back to the old-self without any notice
Perhaps it is better if i just give up on the girl when she leave,
Because it dint change anything even i try so hard to force my self turn into another person,
Suddenly i just feel like a lot of stress fade away when i'm turning back to the old me...
I think
i will be a lot more better when i become the old me (:
Changing may be good,but the old me suit me well,Not EveryOne Need To Change
I can remain the same while other changing as long as i feel right?Yupe^^
song from 蔡铭佑-我回来了 sing out what its in my heart now (:
my heart really shake by you when i saw your message that write:sounds like my good kai sai lou came back!=)
Thx sis,thx for always be there when i'm lost,i'll did the same thing for you if i have to (:
Since small i always hope that i could have a older sister or brother,and i really appreciate for having you to be my good older sister,thx GOD,and thx to you too (:
